segunda-feira, outubro 31, 2005

Lucky

I sit back and take a deep breath... The acute sounds keep ringing on my head and the blood starts racing again. The sweet tears dropped so many times, have reached the ground, and suddenly i start screaming: lucky lucky lucky

I stand up and open the window, the sad weather whispers rain and sorrow through all the places, and i start smilling and singing. In my head, i see the sun in the darkest clouds.. i start shouting!

My mind is a bittersweet tale of atomic bees who sing and cry, whisper and die while the same acute sound keeps ringing.. and ringing, and i'm no longer normal, i no longer have a mask.. it's dropping, it's falling... Then i Die.

I shiver in pain... i'm trapped in my own self. Doubts and fear devour all my good feelings, and i have no where to turn. I Have to Shout!
I make no sense, i'm made of nonsense, the acute sounds are ringing again... This is a tale about life and death, and I have no intention of making sense.

My heart starts beating again... the acute sound rings in my head and i smile, and i scream... and I don't care anymore! My mask falls in the rocky ground, breaking in to small pieces revealing to all my schizophrenic self

And i no longer fear, i no longer hurt. My blood is running through my veins.. it never had stopped after all. I hear a different ring... i'm humming it in my head, and then it's you... I put all my anger and frustation in a blue hive.. and then i swim..

I forgot everything. Why did i start screaming? Why did i stop singing? It's all in here... I don't need anything, i just need your voice. It is you in my window now. You sing and i don't hear you. You're here and i don't see you. And i stop... It's done and i'm smilling with you.